this is an automated messaged from ifttt.com please read it anyway every time. i have done a lot of bad things to my children, friends and family. i hope i have learned from those mistakes. i hope for more than forgiveness. i also hope for love and patience for when i fail to live up to what you think i ought to be or be doing. i try to show others that by first stating my opinion, then letting it go. sometimes i fail in that as well. i am without cause for this for even though i am far from perfect, i should try to do better. i am working on breaking bad habits. i can only work on so many bad habits at once, so if i still do things that bother you, i ask that you keep in mind there are things you do that bother others. how would you like those folks to treat you? please, give me that level of patience. it is great to hear when i have failed somewhere bcs it shows that you care about me. when you give up on me thats when it shows that you have stopped caring. i will always keep trying to make a bond work. even if i have to do it at arms length. i love each of you and the whole world.

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